No matter what. Life is better because I had the privilege of knowing you.
I just want to die in your arms…
I wish I knew what to do. Ever. I have nothing.
Joshua please don’t do this to me! I love you more than anything. You are my heart…Goodbye..
It’s not your fault..
I never know what to write here..
I love you and I’d do anything for you, you know that.I am a chronic pain patient and a severe depressive..
Lately things just keep getting worse and worse..
The pain, the sadness, the blackness„
It’s all too much..
All my love.
-J
I have never felt more lost in my life.
It seems I’m gong to lose everything at once. The only person that matters to me is ignoring me for whatever reason. I feel useless. No comfortable living arrangement, no job and I can’t make people happy.
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This is my worst nightmare.This may quite possibly be my last night on earth.
I’m sorry.
